Dreamland

Dreamland..what do you think when you read that word ??

All I think about is my the world of thought .. I mean what I imagine. Every day I always imagine the imagination, then I begin to realize that the imagination is amazing, you can go wherever you want. Bad or good things are your choice. I can also call my dreamland my hope.

Even so I should get out of my "Dreamland" and face the real world. Whatever dream or hope I have to make it real. Hoping on God, and trying to achieve that hope.

Are You Oke???

This is the hardest question for me to answer when a friend asks me, "Are you okay?" I’m confused,when I answer I'm good that's a lie. when at night I remember the past, i thought i'm still crying. A lie if you can forget your memories in 6 months. May be Memories can fade with times.

But when I replied I wasn’t good either it was a lie because I'm fine from the outside and I can still smile and laugh. Even I can still live my life well.
Another question I also don’t understand what I should to answer. "Are you looking for a new boyfriend?"

I mean i'm already move on. Even if i feel  that but I also don't want to push myself to find another man. I want to enjoy myself and someday I will get the best for me.

Many people broke up and soon got a new lover. I thought it was bad decision. Love can’t come without an open heart. Nevertheless don’t impose love.

If possible I would not want to experience it, break up and lonely. Even so I'm grateful I can be strong to live all this.

Kuta beach in summer

The Sand Kuta Beach

This is my shadow photo in the sand kuta beach. After going through many things, I arrived in Bali, and tried to stay here. This photo I took on kuta beach, beach with white sand is very beautiful. 

The reason I go to Bali may be according to others it is a childish reason. Break up, traveling, and work. Of course many do not agree I went to Bali. But somehow I felt I had to went to Bali. I don't want to live in a cage, I want to be freedom.

Bali is beautiful, not only the scenery but also the culture, it is really interesting. The desire to see new things, my curiosity must be very big even if i don’t know would happen after that. 

On the beach lined beverage and drink sellers, massage service, tattoo service, etc. So don’t be surprised when you get there and in offered for their service. Ha ha ha
Of course I was persuaded by some Seller. I bought drinks and finally got to sit in a tiny chair. It was a hot day in the summer. I'm grateful to have a seat behind the tree shade.

The sellers here are amazing they speak english, and some speak mandarin.
Sitting on the beach with new people in the meeting is not too bad, you can talk chat without having to know what your problems and who are you.

Here I just learned that Foreigner Tourists here they can vacation for months. And now I own it. I am in Bali for about 5 months and feel not bored. I thought the experience was valuable so I don’t regret it.

Me and Mrs Carol

                                       

Long Time No see

It's been a long time since I've written on a blog maybe it's been 5 years because of a lot of busyness and I forgot to write it here. For 5 years a lot has happened, from college graduation, looking for work, working, getting new friends, breaking up and moving to Bali. Yes now I live in Bali, for how long I don't know. I am grateful that I can experience many things, from sadness, loneliness, and happiness. Now I want to write again, maybe while remembering and sharing some of my old memories or my new experiences. May I continue to have the desire to write 😊