This is the hardest question for me to answer when a friend asks me, "Are you okay?" I’m confused,when I answer I'm good that's a lie. when at night I remember the past, i thought i'm still crying. A lie if you can forget your memories in 6 months. May be Memories can fade with times.
But when I replied I wasn’t good either it was a lie because I'm fine from the outside and I can still smile and laugh. Even I can still live my life well.
Another question I also don’t understand what I should to answer. "Are you looking for a new boyfriend?"
I mean i'm already move on. Even if i feel that but I also don't want to push myself to find another man. I want to enjoy myself and someday I will get the best for me.
Many people broke up and soon got a new lover. I thought it was bad decision. Love can’t come without an open heart. Nevertheless don’t impose love.
If possible I would not want to experience it, break up and lonely. Even so I'm grateful I can be strong to live all this.
But when I replied I wasn’t good either it was a lie because I'm fine from the outside and I can still smile and laugh. Even I can still live my life well.
Another question I also don’t understand what I should to answer. "Are you looking for a new boyfriend?"
I mean i'm already move on. Even if i feel that but I also don't want to push myself to find another man. I want to enjoy myself and someday I will get the best for me.
Many people broke up and soon got a new lover. I thought it was bad decision. Love can’t come without an open heart. Nevertheless don’t impose love.
If possible I would not want to experience it, break up and lonely. Even so I'm grateful I can be strong to live all this.
Kuta beach in summer
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